http://spacytracie.com/exercise-is-cheap/327/ With emphasis on the LIVING! Thu, 28 Aug 2008 04:41:18 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.5.1 http://spacytracie.com/exercise-is-cheap/327/#comment-2820 Lorelei Thu, 29 Nov 2007 13:33:41 +0000 http://spacytracie.com/weight-loss-2/327/#comment-2820 Your fears -- all of them -- are grounded in reality. People did look at me differently. It's depressing how well thin people are treated vs. fat people. I was the same person, but was treated completely differently. And have I re-gained pretty much all that I lost. This year has been the hardest of my whole life and I've put back on at least 50 lbs of the 75 I had lost. And it's not like I'm eating good now, so who knows -- maybe I'll finish out the year the whole 75 lbs being back with me. It's extremely frustrating. I wasn't happy with the way my body looked thin than I do when it is fat. When I was thin I had horrible lines all over my face. When I smiled I looked like I needed a serious face lift. My butt and boobs sagged to the floor, it seemed. What I need is to not be too thin, but not be too fat either. Keeping yourself at a particular weight seems next to impossible though. Either you eat too much and get too fat, or you don't eat hardly at all and get way too thin. I don't know how to "eat in moderation" which is what I need to do. Battling weight is a life-long battle for all of us, I suppose. Most of us, anyway. Your fears — all of them — are grounded in reality. People did look at me differently. It’s depressing how well thin people are treated vs. fat people. I was the same person, but was treated completely differently. And have I re-gained pretty much all that I lost. This year has been the hardest of my whole life and I’ve put back on at least 50 lbs of the 75 I had lost. And it’s not like I’m eating good now, so who knows — maybe I’ll finish out the year the whole 75 lbs being back with me. It’s extremely frustrating. I wasn’t happy with the way my body looked thin than I do when it is fat. When I was thin I had horrible lines all over my face. When I smiled I looked like I needed a serious face lift. My butt and boobs sagged to the floor, it seemed. What I need is to not be too thin, but not be too fat either. Keeping yourself at a particular weight seems next to impossible though. Either you eat too much and get too fat, or you don’t eat hardly at all and get way too thin. I don’t know how to “eat in moderation” which is what I need to do. Battling weight is a life-long battle for all of us, I suppose. Most of us, anyway.

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